Baby girl and me are up I guess we can't sleep because daddy isn't here I miss him soo much I can't stop crying I hate this feeling I can't breathe it feels like something is stuck in my throat idk what to do I just need someone to talk to someone who can relate to my situation Im losing my best friend once again the only person I do anything with I can't see no more I just want him to lay next to me but I know that won't happen cocktail wears in burgundy or lavender